I say I don't love you.

But really I do.

You may never know how I feel.

Can my love for you be real?

 

You always say you love her.

And it hurts me to know you don't love me.

What are we?

When will you see?

Your the only one for me!

 

When you kiss her cheack.

It makes me so weak!

When you kiss her lips.

It jurts my fingertips!

 

Which is why it hurts me to know you love her and not me.

What are whe?

When will you see?

Your the only one for me.

I warned you the day we met.

And you promised without regret.

I said no drugs!

But you coudln't help yourself.

You were in so much pain you had to use drugs.

You could have just talk to me.

Thats when we had became ME!

 

You said you wouldn't do drugs because you loved me.

If you loved me why did you all those things?

You hurt me in so many ways. I thought you loved me!

 

Not only did you do drugs  but you also hated God.

I tried to make you see that God was not bad.

But you just got mad.

You never made the best of what you had!

Didn't I count for something?

 

You hated everything!

WHY? WHY? WHY?

You promised me! You promised! You Promised!

What happened?

Wasn't I good enough?

Didn't I make you happy?

PLEASE TELL ME!!!

I WANNA KNOW!!!!

 

You cut yourself because it was fun.

You were planing to run.

But were you running from?

Were you running from me?

Or were you running from reality?

PLEASE TELL ME!!!!

I WANNA KNOIW!!!!

 

NO! Never good enough.
Never have I  made you happy.
Nothing I do is satisfying.
No place to run.
No place to hide.
No place to call my own.
All I have is the dark, insanity of my mind.
NO! Never once have I made you happy!
Its never good enough.. NO NEVER NOT ONCE!
When will you be happy? Do you want me dead?
Do you want me gone? Do you want me to disappear?
No place to run.
No place to hide.
No place to call my own.
All I have is the dark, insanity off my mind.
NO! Never once have I made you happy..
Its never ever good enough.
WHAT DO YOU WANT? What can I do?
No not once has anything made you happy!
You dont feel! You dont think! You dont hear!
Whats wrong with you?
You dont care!
No place to run.
No place to hide.
No place to call my own.
All I have is the dark insanity of my mind.
What will make you happy? NOTHING!!!!
Not once have you ever been happy!